God, are you kidding? I'm so fucking embarrassed about all that I'm tempted to delete the post I made here entirely.

Total mistake. I should have passed on the tickets and skipped LA. (but not SD, obviously- I had a blast hanging out with you guys- don't want you to think I regret that bit). I can't believe what a moronic, twitchy idiot I've been. Thanks so much for putting up with me. Seriously.