Yeah, I was talking to another agent and actually said, aloud, that I'm not buying right now because I'm not in love with my job. And saying it made me realize the truth of it (although saying it in the office wasn't the best idea ever, probably!). I'm still doing it, though, and it's just not good. I'm not happy, I'm not thriving, I'm just existing. Hopefully I can get a shot of courage and put a plan together for how to improve things, because I'm wasting my energy just going in circles all the time like this.
A walk, you say? Great idea. I think I'll do the same in a bit. :)
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Date: 2009-05-07 06:44 pm (UTC)Yeah, I was talking to another agent and actually said, aloud, that I'm not buying right now because I'm not in love with my job. And saying it made me realize the truth of it (although saying it in the office wasn't the best idea ever, probably!). I'm still doing it, though, and it's just not good. I'm not happy, I'm not thriving, I'm just existing. Hopefully I can get a shot of courage and put a plan together for how to improve things, because I'm wasting my energy just going in circles all the time like this.
A walk, you say? Great idea. I think I'll do the same in a bit. :)